HUIYING

2012-01-01T01:44:00.002+08:00

A BRAND NEW YEAR - 2012

happy new year readers! :D may you forget all the unhappiness in 2011 and bless with only happy stuffs! wish you good health and all the best for your 2012 journey...

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it's company d&d on 30 dec'11. knocked off at 3pm for staffs who are attending the event! so my last working day ended at 3pm(: i didnt do much that day, because i wanna tidy up my desk.. so many things left behind by the previous staff..
get more paper trays and labelled them. not 100% done yet, but no time to continue tidying up next week because will be a very busy week once again adding on with HR training from chris and clearance for workers..

anyway, d&d was alright. door gift is company mug with usb cable. which means no more cold milo/coffee while i work! lucky draw was attractive. food was above average(: was busy taking photos, but camera ran out of batt after 3hrs because i spam zoom in/out too much i guess, so i used itouch too to take pics w colleagues.

guili and i (:

Jacq and i~

below first, second and last pic are colleagues from corporate hr.. it's a pity that i only took with 3 of them, didnt get to bump into the rest :( happened to see only these 3 colleagues after i came out from restroom. third pic is a cute lady from my dept but working at site office.. she is from yuhua sec too! i love this coincidence! :D fourth pic is previously from my dept but transferred, very funny guy and always asking me questions regards to driving.. fifth pic is camp boss! from my dept too, also working at site office handling hr side(: one out of four whom i work very closely with, supporting me with site information..

more pictures uploaded in facebook! thank god there are 3 huge tvs infront, if not i will not know what's happening on the stage.. still a enjoyable night(:

2011-12-26T17:45:00.003+08:00

met up with nnp on Christmas eve for a quick shopping + exchange! thanks nnp for sponsoring! hee ♥

dinner time, met up with 3 gfs! had steamboat at Bei Shang xxxx Restaurant at Vivo (sorry cant rmb the entire name). satisfied with the food choices there! meanwhile we 'lucky-draw' names and split into teams of 2. spent 45mins to buy christmas present and exchange outside candy empire~ was a fun and exciting one! bused home.
thanks kelly for the faceshop gift ♥ i've already started using it! it's really good ~

not forgetting to buy something back home of course!

bought chocolates from Royce!

Christmas day itself, went in to msia with family to attend Biao Jiu's wedding. saw many familiar faces and had a great catch up! the wedding lunch ended at 4pm and headed to KSL for shopping.

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Friday is company d&d. Better be a good one..

2011-11-24T22:53:00.003+08:00

hoho, the 8th one just came in a month and is serving 1 week notice now!
and im proud that im still there bearing the workload!

today's lunch at Thai Express for msFP farewell~ i didnt know TE dishes can be this good, seriously. i.love.their.sauce. and know what? i expect the Glass noodle with fish in Tom Yum soup is those orange-colour-soup, but no! it's like fishball noodles that type of transparent soup and yet it's totally spicy and tastes exactly like TOMYUM! WOOTS!

im jio-ing family and friends to go with me in future!

rashes and sore eyes! not a good sign for my body..
byes!

2011-11-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

this movie reflects alot during secondary sch days! worth a watch seriously! caught this film (preview) at Illuma on 7 Nov with nnp! the main male lead is way tooo handsome! :D

this movie is funny + scary. caught this with ahwen and daph on 6 nov, Sunday. i like this: "Under-can-stand?!" Mark Lee's broken english made the whole theatre LOL! oh this movie is all about army life! ;)

caught lots of movie recently like "The Thing", "Footloose" etc.

I LOVE MOVIES! :D

2011-11-02T18:12:00.001+08:00

agree to the quote above?

but to me, the world doesn't just revolve around me.

2011-10-29T13:58:00.003+08:00

ITS PAY DAY! :D

although its only that small amount after cpf deduction~
blah (:

2011-10-16T21:00:00.003+08:00

growth of wisdom tooth lead to headache.
im easily pissed off and pekcek recently.
i need something hard and solid to bite.
i can bite off the entire strepsils.. and it only helps to reduce pain for that few minutes.
i dont know how long more it will take for the entire tooth to be done..
but family told me it will take a few months..

so now, it's no longer period moodswing.
it's wisdom tooth moodswing -.-

im sorry if my moodswing affect you.
if any..

2011-10-15T18:57:00.002+08:00

Six days from 8am to 6pm = no joke.
Mentally switch off.
Whats worst?
Sunday, 12pm to 3pm got class.
Bravo(:

*what a clever brain to decide OT on a sunny saturday*

really need to bring a cup to office already since i have my own desk and no longer running between 2 offices(:
i feel like getting one from artbox :D especially their thermoflask~
their stuffs there are so irresistible!
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you are so damn wrong. im happier now. dont judge too quickly. it's not even 1 month in my new department. and im never going back to finance no matter what (: i wish you guys gd luck in finding a new girl.

2011-10-05T00:17:00.003+08:00

very very shorthanded!

left 2 ladies in the department and each of us is sharing the workload handover by resigneesss!

busy in a good way i guess(:

i dont loathe it.

but i dont love it :/

should i go Pulau Ubin with my department?

its hiking! and sleeping in tent~

im in-charge of monthly newsletter pretty soon.

i guess it's better to join in with them and capture photos..

if not..

i don't think i will be able to submit newsletter to boss.

yawns, econs tmr.

goodbye~

2011-10-02T01:38:00.002+08:00

hopefully im able to cope with work! (:

cant wait for monday to come~

im on myself now!

hee!

2011-09-24T17:34:00.003+08:00

Paul: "i've never seen such a cheerful girl. why are you always laughing!"
Paul: "you should go study accounting, then you can stay here with us.."

the thought of leaving finance.
the thought of leaving the team..
the thought of leaving Nestor, Paul and Felicia...
the thought of leaving this small team of four....
the thought of OT-ing till late night and cabbed home together.....
the thought of chit chatting for hours during office time......
the thought of the guidance they gave me and helped me through.......
the thought of being, very very well-protected under them .

though it's just only 3 months plus being with them,
its so heartwrenching. to leave them.
they treated me way too good.
spoon feed me. protect me from J and KH. worry for me. look for information to help me in my new job. and esp they dote on me, at least this is what i felt..

but nothing stays forever.
even if i dont leave them, they will leave me sooner or later.
everyone has different dreams and career path.
look on the brighter side, i should be glad that it's just internal transfer.
and moreover, i get to hands on SAP system(:
i get to witness a HR team forming up in the next few months after decentralisation takes place, and i will be part of HR in my new department(:
i should be happy.
cheer up! and i hope i dont cry on tuesday,
which is the last day in Finance.
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Nestor: the guy whom i call him "Boss", though he is not yet holding a managerial position, but with a cpa, he is already half leg in the management(: the one who interviewed me. the one who bring me in to Rotary Engineering. the one who is ever so patience with me. thank you. thank you for bringing me into this company. thank you for all the talks, esp the one at subway after our ot(: thanks for acc-ing me to ot when you are not entitled to ot pay. thank you for all the guidance. thank you for protecting me from J and KH. thank you for being so angry with J for what he had done to me (idk why but i feel happy that you are angry!) thank you for worrying when you see J and KH talking to me. thank you for scolding Mr.J with me! (:
i enjoyed myself during these time under you. hope you wont forget me, your first PA :D

Felicia: the new assistant manager for Paul, doing group tax. joined REL 3 days later than me and we shared the same room in JI(: she is very new to singapore, so i'm like a map to her(: both of us are new to the co, so we helped each other to adapt, lol. and who knows, we are there for more than 3 months. thanks for all the guidance, in tax esp. you are the only lady in JI finance office, so i kind of depend on you on certain stuffs(:

Paul: from hongkong and is always loud. i mean really loud. and impatience(: the way he talked on phone is really scary. many accounts executive (stationed in tuas) cried because of his attitude. but he is on par with nestor in my heart(: paul is nestor's boss, so directly or indirectly, he becomes my boss too.. though he always talked negatively about my current school and course, i still cherish him as my boss. in fact, the reason why i cant bear to leave finance is because of this boss, he plays an important role. other staffs may not know, but if you are under him, he protects you way than you can imagine(: i find it funny when he said i always 不听话. LOL! he's the one who did research for me about anything. takes time and 开导我. and he helps me to deal with J! all these may be part of manager's responsibilities but, not all managers care for their employees pls, lol. he is unhappy when i go tuas cause he knows J is over there and he might be nasty to me! all these actions really touched my heart (':
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im thankful to have them(: seriously..
遇到好的老板，就不要跑。
但是，我也无可奈何。

anyway, i hope my new boss, Christopher, will turn out fine too! had an enjoyable interview session with him :D

2011-09-20T18:45:00.005+08:00

too many things in my mind..

current work, future path and school.

i wish i can dump everything that matters and go for a one month holiday trip..

ya dream on(: fun can always wait, right?

school resume tomorrow. this semester is wednesday thursday and friday. i got to find motivation, if not im throwing money into a bottomless pit.

seems like my posts are mostly moody ones, isnt it?

& nnp, hope you will figure out what kind of schedule you will prefer in the future(: im always here to listen, and i know vice versa too.. lets figure out which is the best out of the best, though it may take quite some time to make decision..

but who cares, we are only 21! ;)

the best age to enjoy.

2011-09-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

back from genting (: happy moments passed way too fast. super enjoy the indoor rides esp roller coaster and bumper car! not forgetting the weather! :D

shall blog with pictures soon!

heading back to work tomorrow..

work hard play hard ;)

2011-09-04T16:45:00.002+08:00

psoc is ending in 2 lectures, which is this coming wednesday(: and with that, it marks the end of first semester. next semester will commence after a week break, with 3 modules and will drag all the way till feb or mar. then finally prelims and exams.

something worth to mention here; ytd is nnp's 21st bday celebration!(: its a blast seriously! :D and everyone was tired when everything ended. but definitely worthwhile! and definitely a wonderful memory to look back.. nnp! everyone knows what it stands for already, your angugu is one funny guy too! in fact, majority of them are!

p/s: 'olo' is still very low profile(: and it must remain low profile.. no adults can take it if they were to know what it means :/

2011-08-30T01:42:00.001+08:00

"You are stubborn. And your stubborness hurt yourself instead of hurting others"
"Huh? Hurt myself?"
"This is self-awareness. You may not be aware now. But in future, you will."

Sometimes its quite frightening that someone knows more about you than you yourself does, isn't it?

Nontheless, I still enjoy this kind of 'wisdom and knowledgeable' chats, despite sometimes I do feel that they judge me too quickly.

Above is a conversation with my 29 year old boss who had some psychology skills and conduct leadership training before becoming a CPA.

2011-08-11T20:48:00.002+08:00

did you witness the red-heart-shape firework on the National Day?
everyone literally went WOW and WHOO ~
this year is so amazing and im glad i didnt missed it ! :D
and thanks ahwen neo for the free ticket to padang!

ang moh behind us while viewing fireworks: "Wow, this is nasty!"
i laughed to myself, hahahaha!

MY 21st BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION :D (1 month ago)

2011-08-08T23:41:00.012+08:00

finally uploading some pictures to this wordy blog(:
its very overdue. but definitely not for facebook. haa.
many albums to browse through! but i bet many of you have seen the pictures :D

thats neopeiwen behind me, the one who reach the earliest to help me out! (: thankyou!

my 2kg/2.5kg birthday cake! didnt regret ordering from CA (: inside is very chocolaty! but the alphabets uh, seems like it will drop down anytime but luckily it didnt :D if not i will be so malu ~ haa.

im lazy to upload every single pictures one by one.
hence! i collage them and categorize by family, gfs & polymates(:

thanks all for coming down to my birthday celebration.

family members: mum & dad, sis(s), granny, uncles & aunt.

girlfriends: peiwen, huixian, leeling, kelly, daphnie, rachel, pearlie.

polymates: cuiqing, wenjing, gloria, charmaine, changap, carlson, mingyu, polim, jarold, shinyee and gladys.

girl/guy-friends: samuelkoh, zhengsheng, xinjie, kenneth(cq bf), vane, kimtian, jiankai, polim's gf.

& i love all the presents from all of you! (: appreciate it to the max!

thats all folks!

& HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO ALL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL SINGAPOREANS! :D

2011-08-05T18:47:00.002+08:00

the care and concern from them :')
when i decided to turn down the hr offer, i nearly teared..

one reason being: its a pity, really. there's chance to orientate new staffs once i pick up usual routine workload.. i love the job scope. but sadly, due to the location, im always late for class. this point is enough to defeat all other positive points.

& one emotion reason being: the care and concern i received; but i hardly return it to them. i told my mum that if i were to leave the dept, i am a total fool (: but now that i have to leave, unwillingly, for school for myself, for them too.

with the stress and emotions im facing cause that thing to be unstabled & delayed!
haha. and now that it arrived, it hurts! -.-

2011-08-04T19:17:00.000+08:00

7th month better don't OT till late night!

2011-08-02T02:06:00.002+08:00

im not even half way done for assignment 1, due tomorrow..

still got to work..

2011-07-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

Time check: 930pm
I'm still at jurong island office, calling while blogging..
All brands of cab don't wish to come in now! Zz.
I started calling at 850pm, boss said he last time called for 1.5hr.
Gosh.

2011-07-12T00:15:00.002+08:00

thanks all for coming down to my celebration(;
appreciated.
tons of photos in facebook and i believe i flooded many walls! :D
sorry if i didnt tag you in facebook, please do tag yourself ~

last but not least, a very happy 21st birthday to myself(: it was tiring but definitely fun and memorable, totally. a happy event where i can look back when im 60 years old (: no regrets! hee.

2011-07-10T10:24:00.000+08:00

its today! :D

2011-07-06T20:08:00.005+08:00

really man. banging here and there.
what you have offered me doesnt attract me..
being an accountant? honestly, not what i want.
it was wrong in the first place to be in finance department.

but strange enough, i enjoy what i am doing and i enjoy being under this XYZ boss.
this is the best boss i've met so far, comparing to my attachment co and previous co.
i enjoy travelling to and fro between these two HQ too..
but all these will only last for 4 months.
and time is ticking way too fast.

i dont want that offer, i just want things to remain as it is.
我妈说，好的老板很重要。
and xyz told me that, xyz position is not senior enough to have a perm assistant
:(
but when the time is right for xyz to own a PA, the PA will be really fortunate.

2011-06-28T19:11:00.004+08:00

a day when i am left alone in the department.
a day when i worked OT till 11.30pm.
but i stayed in office till 8pm, then carry that heavy-like-shit-dell-laptop home
and continue.
didnt have the courage to OT till late night in the island :/

not forgetting a day to camwhore in office! (:

the office temperature is ranging from 18 to 19 degree. i was wearing a top, a cardigan and a jacket. totally useless. the HR control it, not within my means -_____-
the tax manager infront of me is totally shivering, and she's pretty even though after having 2 kids already! haha. she's very new too, about 3 days later than me; so she is still very friendly. but afterall.... still, a manager :/

my utmost important buddy -.-

sorry for the funny tone/exposure etc, cause i was trying out new apps(:

thursday will be free from work! :D

ps: cant wait to use my polariod camera to take pictures on my chalet! (:

2011-06-22T13:05:00.000+08:00

I'm wearing 2 jackets now, but still feel the pain due to the 19 degree office.
Mentos and plain water literally turn icy cold, even mobile and bag too.
I just went to the toilet to hide from the aircon -.-
Utilities foc?

2011-06-21T09:38:00.000+08:00

Yawns, having staff orientation now. Stomach howling for food.
Look through the powerpoint slides given and realise there is a QA/QC department.
I wish to transfer after 4months in finance, hopefully he don't need assistant anymore, -__-

Gotta stop pressing phone.
Goodbye.

2011-06-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

xxx...

happy with my workplace(:
at least for now~

2011-06-16T14:08:00.001+08:00

OPI GREY COLOUR NAIL POLISH !

gotta source for cheapest and get it painted on my nails (:

2011-06-09T12:23:00.005+08:00

LADDALAND AT VIVOCITY!

hee yes i'm catching this thailand horror movie later with dcsm (:
actually i find that this title for a horror film is.. weird?
cause laddaland sounds cute and a little fantasy to me, *laughs.

anyway, i seriously cant wait for 5.40pm to arrive like now!
its been ages since i watch horror film, or should i say because there's hardly horror film nowadays.
i did watched insidious but its a thriller movie, but definitely exciting and scary enough.
really worth a watch, for insidious. thanks to nnpchng for introducing it to me! :D

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i'm jobless and i'm loving it(:
though there are some great jobs opportunities which came to me but i have to reject due to certain reason.
its really heart pain to reject that high pay for fresh dip holder :(
banking industry somemore, i feel that im such an idoit. seriously.
算了，看开点，好的会再来.

hopefully Laddaland wont disappoint me later :/

2011-05-28T02:28:00.002+08:00

hey there(:

its my graduation ceremony on 27th May 2011. didnt bring camera because i know there will be many cameras out there. its fun to meet up with classmates once again and update each other about our life after poly journey (; its really a pity not having to see Mr.Yeo, even for a little while.. when he went to the lecture hall to find us, we are on the way up to the convention hall :(

wanshuying is lying on the sofa sleeping, with her laptop on.
pre-exams period : she did this.
post-exams period : she did this, again.
whats wrong with her life -_____-
LDM.

alright, im waiting for this service package to be downloaded, 86% now.
will be back to update soon(:

2011-05-26T17:43:00.001+08:00

Hi I'm currently at Clementi shopping mall waititng for my sister to end her exams in SIM.
luickily there's bench available(: maybe I should head to popular after I finish this post.

Have finally placed order for my 21st cake. Hopefully will turns out nice and edible :/
If not there goes my money, haa.

I am sourcing for instant camera! Online I mean. Shall see how things goes :D

Should I come up with a theme? Or maybe not? Cause I'm afraid guests might needa spend on clothes.
Is there a theme call "Ladies and Gentlemen"? Or I came up this myself? -.-
Everyone to wear as lady/gentlemen as possible? (:
I should seek help from wanshushu first. LOL.

Everything's not confirm yet except chalet and cake. I still have a month to decide (:

2011-05-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

i should start looking for my 21st birthday cake.
i love 2 tier cake. i dont wish for normal cake like the past 20 years.
greedy person -____-

sorry but 21st birthday wouldn't come again.
and youth dont stay with me forever(:

but meanwhile, im busy in search of something really important.

2011-04-30T23:10:00.004+08:00

virgin try on the expressway(:
with my dad, using my uncle's car, in the night..
tried parking too, not so successful cause i cant count kerbs anymore :/
i prefer bbdc jazz :D

come to think of it, i have not blog anything about my class 3 course here..

i think i enrolled in october 2010, cause my membership will expire on oct 2011.
first basic theory lesson on 17 oct 2010.
passed btt on 30 nov 2010.
passed ftt on 17 jan 2011.
i went about 6 practices for final theroy before going for evaluation!
cause all the mcqs damn tricky!

i recalled i only wish to start practical lesson after cny 2011.
so first practical lesson on 9 feb 2011.
and last was on 28 march 2011.
TP (practical test) on 29 march 2011, 7.30am slot.
done(:

wasnt easy during the later stages, cause i still booked lessons even though i have paper the next day or even later in the noon..
but im glad all paid off(:
im glad i went for it after many considerations and objections.
im glad i fixed that group cause they are fun and not boring(: really enjoyable.
and most importantly, im glad i completed it before i commence work on 1 april 2011, cause i dont needa head down to bbdc after work for night lessons which are more costly~ ya even though my workplace at batok.
overall spent 2.3k, acceptable to me since i joined school..

things were so smooth sailing during march.. everything went accordingly to what i planned.
but it isnt now.
i really really wanna leave esl, so much so that i dread working already.

2011-04-27T23:56:00.002+08:00

none of my friends support me to stay..
im happy when they encourage me to leave(:

should have listen to my family and neighbours..
now that i regretted. feel so ashamed to leave just after a month.

but what to do? i cant stand their nonsense anymore.
cant do this cant do that. just god damn it tell me exactly what i am left with, that i can do!

horrible wednesday :(
the rain is so big at 630pm and my cloth shoe get so wet that i find it disgusting!
nvm. waited for 189 to come since 635pm, at 710pm i gave up waiting and board 106.
walked out from westmall to wait 157. reach home at 8pm.

oh not forgetting tuesday! 8am i reach bus stop and 187 seems like it stops operating uh.
even ahwen taking the opposite direction help to keep a look out for me!
so 820 called a cab and paid $11.50 for it, 850am reach office.
jurong to batok, amazing 11.50(:

sigh~ just get me a car and i will stop my nonsense :D
2nd hand car will do(: haa~

2011-04-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

3 years ago, i want a DSLR badly(:
but now that i see more and more are carrying one, i lose interest with it.

now, im interested in getting a car :D
maybe 3 years later, my friends each own a car and i can only drools!
LOL(: its not impossible man! 3 years later my circle of friends will be 24 or 23 already(:

2011-04-17T22:24:00.005+08:00

had a great dinner with family yesterday at raffles city(: i like the Lion Head most!

i always scold cuiqing for getting last minute clothes and shoes; like she can shop for cny shoe on cny eve! isnt she amazing? haha! but it turns out that im starting to behave like her duh.

i can only get most of my office wear when most of the shops are closing and they had their door half closed already. family and i started shopping since 4pm but i only get my first two casual piece at 7.30pm (which is after dinner). luckily around 9plus i started to get a few more office wear(: went tons of shops and i tried more than 40 clothes i think. mango cheated my money like seriously! that top for 79 while cache cache dress only 36. i regretted like shit.

ps: thats an elmo btw(:

2011-04-16T14:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO

2011-04-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

actually life isnt that bad to me lately(: im enjoying life and gaining weight (-.-).
eat, work, eat, work, eat, slack, sleep.
& the cycle repeats(:

honestly, i dont know i really appreciate/love this cycle.
i told friends that i love the job and etc but, at the end of the day, i dont know is it just self-denial :/

maybe. maybe after a year or so i would say i loathe the cycle.
but. currently. im a-l-r-i-g-h-t with it(:

there are many things i would like to type out, however, this place isnt that appropriate, and i believe you understand (:

pocky pocky pocky oh ~

2011-04-06T20:58:00.005+08:00

Hey there(: I'm back for a update you see.

A summary of my work to head start this post...

Well, if you are a regular reader of my blog (smile), you will know i start work on the 1st of April (yes nice date). It was a tough one on friday. I was having a hard time to adapt myself to a new environment and people. My feelings and thoughts ran wild seriously after lunch time. Friday was unbearable but i still cope through it and did what i was suppose to do(:

During the weekends, i went shopping with ahwen to get some stuffs for work. Most importantly, i did some brainwash to myself and things turns out better since Monday!

All in all, workloads are heavy but i dont mind cause time pass really really fast(: Should have OT today but Mrs.Lim told me to go home, hee. Its a family business by the way, so whenever i heard them communicating, i will laugh to myself~ LOL. Its both fun and tired i would say. &&& I'm really glad to be under Ms Lee cause she protect her girl really well :D

Politics wise, its really kind of happening and i need to accept the fact that i wouldn't be welcome by another 'group' cause i need to report stuffs to Ms.Lee that the 'group' wouldn't be happy. But no choice, i got to report the facts(: &

Ms.Lee told me this politics issue during interview so i kind of expect it to come!

Oh btw, there are shops located in the multi-storey carpark and it is of cheaper rate than outside. Such as cheesecakes and eggs etc, but mostly is the car repair shops. I'm going to get the blueberry cheesecake on 19 April ! :D Still can customize shapes and height, not bad hur~

Friday am meeting Doreen & Meiteng (from ABB - internship co) for a dinner! The last time we met is during September'10 i guess. So happy please, they are going to feed me with tons of news! Haa.

Kay, thats all. Goodbyes.

2011-03-25T20:18:00.002+08:00

looking forward to my first full time job...
while on the other hand,
i dread it because,
once it starts,
its a long term one.
which i dont know when will my last day be..
unlike attachment where i can count down for the depressing 6 months to end.

anyway, cheer up wanhuiying! its not in the town area! just take 2 buses and thats it!
plus, its near home(: dont have to wake up at 6am everyday, so everything will be fine.

will be signing contract on 1st April and start work on April Fool !
Chia said: "那个老板会不会在跟你玩？到时候他跟你讲，哦我不打算雇佣你liao，拜拜!"
Haha, he's really a joker and of course this wont happen(: LOL!

seriously enjoying my life now! :D

2011-03-22T22:06:00.002+08:00

A LAST MINUTE PLAN TO MEET UP WITH MY SUCKER :)))

continue smiling like always nnp, and im certain you will smile more now~ hee!

TIME REALLY REALLY FLIES~ watch you "grow & fall" since 8 years ago, and finally a mature lady with a stable job (: i know you are certain & firm about your decision this time round, so im with you, dont worry and stop asking! haha~ :D

this post is solo for you! laughs!

goodthebye!

2011-03-18T13:07:00.003+08:00

im back for an update! :D my nnp complaint that my previous posts were all too short and i might as well dont update! haha, ya she is sucha nnp, what to do? :DDD

right below is the selected pictures that i chose to upload here, there's over 200 pictures but i chose only 5; if not its going to take me forever!

1st picture: in bus 188R! :D camwhore~

2nd picture: the shocking high speed ride - Battlestar Galactica. It's so fast that the whole ride took only 1 minute to complete, be it the blue or red one. I can say we complete all the rides in USS except for 1 that is down for maintenance, and 1 which we have to queue for an hour :(

All in all, the places and decorations are far beyond my imagination! like those fake shop houses that i can only get to see in movie from America & etc... USS is big but not to the extend that we need 1 day to complete it, maybe because we didnt really stop at every point to take pictures. We were mostly walking and waiting for the showtimes for various show/performance. Oh not forgetting the 4D Shrek Movie. It reminds me of Hong Kong Ocean Park, where the chair will shake and getting a little bit wet, nice!

& finally, not forgetting LiangPei's cousin. Thanks to her that I'm able to visit USS at about half the price! :D *THREE CHEERS* and ya, i guess i did made some friends! (:

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Side track a little, I may need a huge amount of luck with me recently, at least till end of March. I really need it. Be it for securing a job (which can interest me) or for some other certain stuffs...

Family and friends can only advice and give me suggestions, im already thankful for that! :D at the end of the day, i have to make the final decision and stop being so fickled-minded.

Budhha, please be with me.

2011-03-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hi there, initially i wanted to post some pictures that i took today at uss. But due to laziness, i shall do it other time. Or why not just check it out in my facebook! :D *not so soon though* :/

Alright, not so much to update recently. Just mainly head out with friends or rot in my nest. Hee, i guess i shall stop here know(: my space is getting boring isnt it? maybe i needa do something, or just shut it down? o.o

2011-03-05T03:55:00.002+08:00

went butterfactory with classmates after prom!

conclusion: clubbing is expensive, waste of time, boring, high on the dance floor, extremely close contact w opposite genders, loud music, squeezy, pushy, nonsensical question from strangers, and avoid starring back.

but overall, i did enjoyed my first clubbing session. cause we girls protect each other well :D but some "stuffs" were really unavoidable man -.-

2011-02-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

hi (: im glad that the first paper is over and even though the mcq is a killer, i believe section b and c can pull me up(:

To suckishnnpchng: thanks uh! haha. good to have your support(: i guess i know what i want already. not easy to go for passion though cause, ya~ will fill you up with details(: lurbe u many many oh!

2nd and 3rd paper on wed and thurs respectively! gone case for service innovation. well, whats that module about? dont ask me, seriously i dont know too! bah!!!

2011-02-18T11:51:00.002+08:00

it takes like, forever~ for 3rd march to arrive.. im so restricted to do what i want to complete asap.

13 days more to be officially graduate from np(:

2011-02-16T00:29:00.001+08:00

tired, but just dont feel like sleeping! :/

2011-02-12T14:29:00.002+08:00

你自己也该问问你自己吧。
不是我们变了，是你。
你是被洗脑了吗？
发生了什么事？
为什么我们越来越不懂你？
我虽然担心，但更害怕。

如果世上的人都象孩子一样单纯简单，多好。

2011-02-08T20:19:00.004+08:00

finally done w this blogskin! it's simply time consuming! wanted to give up halfway but sigh, shouldnt do things like this, right?.

i went out with daphnie and her cousin on chu-er to watch a movie in ms. her cousin is only 15 years old. then i realized i'm so much older than the secondary school kids now! im turning 21 this year, which means im 6 years older please! i was once 15 years old too, studying all compulsory subjects and joining a cca, taking part in syf etc~ ohmy. feel like crying to myself based on the fact that im aging! :/ HARSH AND CRUEL REALITY!

next week is my last week of school in np. mixed feelings.. in a blink of an eye, it's nearing three years.. time to forget about school life and step into the society which is awaiting for us, the young adults(: many plans going on in my mind and i want to fulfill them one by one.. it's not just about the stable income, but also... passion - an important factor to push me in life.

it's all about decision making, soon..

2011-02-06T12:22:00.003+08:00

祝大家~~~

新年快乐，

恭喜发财，

万事如意，

身体健康，

财源滚滚，

财源广进，

心想事成，

年年有余，

事业有成，

学业进步，

步步高升，

生活美满！

2011-01-24T20:55:00.002+08:00

Oh hey (: i dont know why i am here when im suppose to call cuiqing now to discuss about EN! hopefully her fever will subside and be ready for Wednesday war with Mr. Akmal ! :D

After January, it will be a more relax month for me. This week 2 presentations, next week 1 presentation, 1 class test (oh god i have to memorize theory again!), 2 projects will be slightly after CNY (: then major exams! woohoo, finally can graduate! cant stand myself having to do reports and projects on weekends when i wanna enjoy life out there and get the CNY feel in me!

stop my naggings and bye! :D

2011-01-10T16:40:00.002+08:00

i thought i lost my itouch at Serangoon Nex!! omg luckily i suggested taking picture of the movie tickets if not i will not realise it's missing untill 11.30pm (cause the movie start at 9.40pm). quickly get the teared ticket from my sister and rushed down immediately to natural cafe and manage to find it! its only 1 month or 2 months old!

why can i just stand up and leave so naturally..? something needs to be done to my brain you see. it's not the first time though but im quite awake now cause itouch is expensive and important to me.. i wasnt so surprised for my action when i left my BB at makan place's table.

& im glad that im not the only one behaving this way around my circle of friends! :D

CNY is just hanging around the circle!

2011-01-01T05:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! hope my message is sent out to those in my contact list! my contact list is kind of pathetic becauae my LG phone got stolen in year 2010 which cause me to lost all contacts! but actually my contact list now is more than enough (: lol!

fireworks at town is really different! pretty and stunning fireworks at marina float really amazed me! w.o.w! the crowd wasnt the good part! but still, without them, no atmosphere at all! haha! oh and its so different from boonlay's celebration! lol, but there's foam party luh~

well well! 2 resolutions in my list but uh uh, not gonna state nor share here(; for me to know and for u to find out! LOL. im soon gonna graduate in 2 months time, grad night on 4th March, hopefully will be a fun and worth one! im finally going to find a full time job in my life! another milestone, an important one. im not very confirm with my decision yet, shall seek more opinions, but follow what my heart desired is still the utmost thing(: 外面的世界很大，我很期待到社会工作，但也有点担心。人啊，复杂的动物!

sorry for neglecting this blog for quite some time uh. realise i dont use msn nowadays too because i find facebook and drama more suitable for me recently. and i didnt set msn to pop up once laptop starts up.. pls tell me if you need me to be online(:

its 6.10am now and i should sleep!

2010-12-17T11:11:00.002+08:00

now that common tests are over, im heading out everyday until christmas is over. have 12 assignments on hand and im gonna burn midnight oil v soon once this week is over.

come on come on i need motivations!

2010-12-08T18:41:00.003+08:00

oh well oh well. im tired, but i have to hang on till i graduate. maybe gonna rest 1 month before i seek for job! maybe 1 month is too long because i cant tahan if i've got no money. 2 weeks holiday is not a holiday, it's actually 10 weekdays free of school to do what we are suppose to hand in on January. gonna mug when CNY is around the corner? yeah, the last time(:

just had a "heart attack" last night. i hope the 45% final proj for effective negotiation will proceed on smoothly. what a huge weightage.

tomorrow IEP paper, wish me best of luck! :]

2010-12-07T17:47:00.002+08:00

Service-marketing is such a killer prease! Woke up at 5am to study as i couldnt finish the whole chunks of theory. I woke up at 3am, couldnt sleep. So damn worried for this paper. Luckily the paper turns out well :D

Wednesday role play, gotta memorize script! Thursday will be IEP paper. Friday will be lab test! BPE next monday. RPM next wednesday.

i guess i can handle stress well (:

2010-12-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

IF YOU THINK WE DONT KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE BEHIND OUR BACK, YOU ARE SO WRONG YOU B. YOU YOURSELF IS ONE STANDARD TYPICAL B AND YOU SHOULDNT SCOLD OTHERS B. YOU BOOTLICKER SHOULD REALLY GET A LIFE.

im not angry only with B, im angry with S too. you dont even bother helping us to voice out, do you? actually it doesnt really matter now though, my perspective of you change totally. well but i need you people to know that we aint incapable, it's whether we wanna do it or not. so go ahead and look down on us(: u people gave me a very good experience in life even though im only 20! in the future,

i will be standing up high in the position than you will be.

2010-11-21T13:11:00.002+08:00

it's the e-learning week tomorrow! just gotta wake up and mark attendance, do online quizzes & tutorials etc. seems great, but nothing to be happy about. many things on hand already, wanna finish it asap but always got stuck in the middle and i gave up. so the work keep stacking up.

maybe i should go figure out my assignments again instead of whining here. time is so precious!

2010-11-08T23:16:00.003+08:00

Many np-ians thought that the NPNET blocked twitter site, today. And my classmates and i wonder why? Why instead of facebook, they block twitter? And i said why np don't block data plan? Cause it causes many students to lose focus in class! LOL.

Im flooded by e-commerce infos, like seriously. Haha, questions like "whats the purpose of facebook, where is facebook heading to, vision & mission of facebook and etc.." but i know more about facebook! And the way they earn revenue (partly), its like how xiaxue earn her income.

I needa buy newspaper from tomorrow onwards, hopefully i remember luh huh. If not i wouldn't be able to complete that tutorial :/ & i should start on my essay, like soon prease..

Okay, im meeting pearl tomorrow after class! :D something to look forward at least ~

2010-11-03T21:35:00.003+08:00

Heyllo world :D Its November already! I can feel christmas and New Year around the corner! Exciting isn't it? I'm counting down this year with someone who hasn't countdown with me before! That person is... PEARLIE CHNG ! Amazing uh, despite being so close for many years. Hah.

Oh hey, i've got 8 modules to juggle this semester. Effective negotiation wouldn't be easy because lecturer is inviting marketing/human resource/etc from the outside to come negotiate our project/product with us, and it is formal. That project alone stand 45%. Hopefully i will pass this and graduate! But that lecturer is fun and i've been enjoying IS lesson since year 2! Year 1 IS lesson is really a bi*ch! :/

I kind of worried for World Issues: Singapore Perspective (WISP) when i was back in year 2. Yup, it's another IS module. But it turns out to be fun and class is full of lughters! We discuss about racism, sterotyping & etcs! Well, when he start briefing us about the 1200 words essay, i feel things pilling up and felt low at that moment. Haha, who wouldn't?

The first week of lesson is really a boring one because i haven't adapt myself back to school i guess. And partly due to some personal reasons too. But this week i find myself concentrating and jotting down notes. Good sign(:

Alright, its thursday tomorrow and im happy! Why? Obviously because there's no school on Friday! (: What a nice long weekend ~

*WAVES GOODBYE*

2010-10-24T22:11:00.001+08:00

Knowing your friend is hospitalized, you thought of visiting him/her. If you can choose one fruit, which of the following will you choose?

1. Grape
2. Banana
3. Grapefruit
4. Apple
5. Pear
6. Orange
7. Peach
8. Papaya

Done? Take a look at how your friends look at you! :D

1. Grape
在朋友眼里，常觉得你是个具有美感和想象力，非常有个性的人。虽然别人对你的第一个印象会觉得你非常冷淡，但一经交谈，就会发现其实你温柔又善良。

2. Banana
你的个性开朗，无论是朋友还是家人，甚至是你自己都认同这一点！但有时你的任性会让周遭的人带来麻烦，但是不管和谁你都能与他们打成一片，让别人认为你是个很有社交能力，个性开朗的人。

3. Grapefruit
你是个求知欲强的人！不论对自己的身材和外表都有一定的要求。在朋友眼里，你是个注重美和健康的人。你拥有高的理想，讨厌平凡的人生，不管是什么消息和事物都非常关心。

4. Apple
你很细心，在朋友眼中，是一位能处里任何事物而且非常认真的人。不管对什么都保持谨慎的态度，凡事都处理得妥妥当当，心思细腻，脚踏实地的类型。

5. Pear
在朋友眼里，你是一个非常注重生活素质的人。你会朝着自己的欲望和目标认真计划和进行，是个心思周密的人。

6. Orange
朋友都认为你为人温和，不管与谁都能相处的融洽。你是个令人非常安心的人，谁都愿意和你做朋友。

7. Peach
朋友都觉得你是个拥有高尚气质，美观敏锐的人。关于时髦和潮流方面，能充分发挥自己的长处。

8. Papaya
你热爱刺激。朋友都觉得你很有个性，不管是什么，只要是新鲜刺激，富有变化的东西，你都会大胆尝试。同时，你也会给人一种做事不认真的感觉。

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When going overseas with your friends, you want to take a memorial photo for everyone, which view will you choose?

1. 把特产店里的人也拍进去
2. 附近的人物一起拍进去
3. 观光地点的指示牌也拍进去
4. 风景清楚地拍进去

Done? Let’s take a look at your 爱情人缘！

1. 把特产店里的人也拍进去
你超爱甜蜜，虽然似乎有点儿太过分了。你具有向对方表达情绪的素质，但有时候爱的表现太过火，甜蜜情绪太超过，反而会被认为你太罗嗦。太狂热或过于自信的表现方法，会造成反效果，与其这样，还不如想想利用更加自然的方式来表达你的爱意。

2. 附近的人物一起拍进去
你太注重形式，这样反而无法传达意思。对爱情只会表现即不华丽也没冲动的安全方式。同时又太注意形式，导致你无法传达心中真正的情感。大胆的爱情表现有时候需要的，但是要注意爱情的火坑不要烧得太热烈，要适当的控制。

3. 观光地点的指示牌也拍进去
可惜的是，你不习惯将自己的爱意表达出来。你虽然和努力的想表达你的意思，但很多时候都不能如愿。你心中的情绪，要如何以言语的态度来表达，得在每天生活中多加练习。不论是和男生或女生聊天时，要考虑到自己的谈吐举止和态度，要以什么样的谈话方式，才能让对方了解你的意思。

4. 风景清楚地拍进去
你传达的爱情很高明，是可以直接明确地表达出新意的人。你优雅的言谈举止，还有别有用心的表现方式，一定可以赢得男生或女生的心。也许你天生就有表现爱情的素质，只要按照自己的方式表现就可以了。

2010-10-22T20:08:00.002+08:00

ban smoking from those born in and after year 2000 - possible, or not?

good in a way that lung cancer cases will reduce.

& of course, fresher air! :D

& of course! no more 2nd-hand smoker victimss!!!

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okay thats a very random topic which i spotted in Yahoo!

i immediately went "WOW!"

but my family members ignore my WOW despite being loud -____-

know why? cause apparently, no one's home cept my mummy! (:

oh yeah, its friday and my work in ABB has finally come to an end..

not gonna elaborate how im feeling..

school's gonna start! no im not looking forward to work full time in the NEAR future :/

i love being a student and working part time!

alright, and my items arrived! weeheee~

-goodbye-

2010-10-20T20:20:00.002+08:00

OH HEYS, ITS THURSDAY TOMORROW! HOLY FAST!

*vigorously nodding head*

Received a keychain today! Thanks to Joyce! :D

im gonna miss my eyecandy! :/

dont think i will be able to bump into him anymore since im no longer taking 334 and 97 to work

*uber sad*

okays, i should start doing my farewell gifts.

time's running out!

woots woots (:

2010-10-18T21:04:00.004+08:00

okays, im left with 4 days of working life as a part-timer/student job! am heading back to np for the last final semester/lap.. pros & cons i must say :) almost 8 months in ABB PTE LTD, not too long, not too short.

well, internship wasnt really good in my case, scoldings & cryings. but i must say im stronger and its a very "wonderful" exposure! *sigh..* im glad its all over now and though my result is.. ya whatever it is, my mother said she will get her retribution when she gets even older(: i know my parents are just giving me some console, but well, i need it.. alot(:
so if one day, i happen to be an auditor, i must make sure i earn more than her and bring glory to my family. well of course, auditor is my 2nd decision for my future if i fail to fulfill my 1st.

its tuesday tomorrow, fast isnt it? hey though its only tuesday till weekends, haha.. but its so godly fast prease! i should start doing the farewell gifts already, its been lying on my desk since august because i thought im leaving in the first place you see.. maybe i will start later, or tml? or thursday night? oh no, thursday night im meeting meiteng! i have to finish it by wednesday, uh. okay, im basically typing rubbish here you know..! LOL

=} DOUBLE CHIN SMILE! SO CUTE! :}
or should it be tongue sticking out? o.o
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and i just changed my blog banner! instead of all face/close-up photos, i realised i should add in some full length photos even though i look fugly in full length ones! but whatever(:

time to say goodbye! :D

2010-10-09T12:42:00.002+08:00

cant stand those people who's trying to ask so many questions when they arent even close to me! or people who last talk to me was 1 year ago and come back kay-po-ing about my gpa? why ask so much please?! dont worry lah dude, i wont fight the uni place with you lah, im not even applying for uni! who says come out from poly must straight away go uni one?!

i've got my own plans, so you... S.T.F.U (:

2010-09-28T20:56:00.002+08:00

从以前到现在，我都觉得，
好朋友喜欢一样的东西，然后一起买，
是件很开心也幸福的事。

但，也有人会不赞成我的说法。
可能他们不喜欢和别人有一样的东西。
可能有其他千百个理由吧。

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FYI, im just being random(: and i have some chinese sentences to share here! haha.

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1) 永遠不要向任何人解釋你自己。因為喜歡你的人不需要，而不喜歡你的人不會相信。

2) 寧願跑起來被拌倒無數次，也不願規規矩矩走一輩子。就算跌倒也要豪邁的笑。

3) 說了又不聽→聾，聽了又不懂→笨，不懂又不問→啞，問了又不做→懶，做了又做錯→蠢，錯了又不認→瞎，認了又不改→驢，改了又不服→爛，不服又不說→賤

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Guess the third one is very familar to many out there? Haha, will be sharing three today. More to come in the next post (:

& i need to tell my close one that i wont fall into any pit until i step into the working society(: hopefully i can find the first and be my last one! LOL.

♥

2010-09-25T12:07:00.002+08:00

hopefully i can try awfully chocolate cake one day~ oh, wanmeiying's birthday is october! ask her go buy back home? haha!

going back to yhss ltr! its been years i think? :/

im gonna prepare soon and head out to meet pearl & daph !

zao liao!

2010-09-20T22:21:00.003+08:00

From the above combined pictures, you can tell that we really enjoyed ourselves! Who says singaporean cant tour singapore?! HAHA! Places like Images of Sg and Songs of the Sea are the places/shows we have never been to! Not forgetting the Jewel cable, new and classy(: But sad to say, everything must come to an end, happy moments doesn't last long, but we are glad it did happened(: Hopefully we'll be able to ride on duck tour soon! After tour, we headed to our favourite "OLD TOWN" for dinner! Nice, and bus back to her home for an overnight, spam 3 Dvds from Video Ezy :D Our 4th facial session the following day before we bid farewell.. 2 more to go before the package ends!

Life is great as usual, work and play. Yeah, thats all for now(:

Goodbye.

2010-09-16T21:36:00.002+08:00

NICE MOONCAKE! :D

mooncake pictures can be found in facebook(:

2010-09-13T19:47:00.003+08:00

straightforward person - well, not really a bad thing because they are honest! but ya, they hurt people like f.

i know im not up to your expectations. but hellish, i work as DC for only fucking 1month! its not like, im there for 2years!? its not fair to me, really. im really trying my best, please.. i try to ace all my work so that i can help you more. i won't plead for more time because you don't worth my effort..
i know my massaging skills are powerful, thanks(: even you are badmouthing behind me, i still cant reject your request to help you massage.. i can understand that your leg is in pain and that you cant squat down so you need me badly to do all the chores, im very willing to help you..

but.. dont treat me like a puppet,
because im not.

you are too honest that you've had hurt me. sorry to spoil your plan but i've heard what you said behind me(:

and im sorry to say, i dont enjoy working under you from now on.

and dont ever try to talk sense into me to join christian, ANYMORE.
im very proud of my god since i was in my mother's womb!

n.e.v.e.r

i swear that i hate to tear because of my job, since march..

2010-09-12T21:35:00.002+08:00

above picture is taken at raffles place before heading to pub for rachel's birthday celebration!

shianshun, chengxiang & weihao came ltr, so they ain't in this picture.

more pictures in facebook, uploaded by daph!

and thanks daph, for not uploading my unglams when im asleep! ♥

okays, got to head back to work tomorrow! (:

work 3 days and rest 4 days kind of, hmm.. make me feel lazier.

my sister applied for uni already! shall see what's her feedback on that course! :D

goodbye(:

2010-09-10T15:51:00.003+08:00

Decided to go for my passion, but this passion requires quite a sum of money.

I just have to work for it.

& hopefully im able to work in that particular industry in the future!

Side track a little,

Its a great night out yesterday, hope our dear Rachel Tan enjoyed ! I got many unglam photos in daph's camera, im not looking forward to her upload! PICHUA ~

CD GAME TIME (:

who says working life totally sucks? i dont think so~ :D

people mugging & im rotting! *smiles*

2010-09-06T21:03:00.001+08:00

My friend is teaching PIANO pop/classical pieces & theory (grades 1 to 5). Please tell me if you are interested through msn/sms/fb.

Kindly help to advertise for it.

With tons of appreciation,
Thankyou!!! ♥

2010-09-05T19:33:00.005+08:00

everything is fine.

but..

i pray that he can somehow built some trust in me.. he can somehow stop being so stubborn..

i dont mind that he carries a traditional mindset all along..

i dont mind that he over-protected me..

i dont even mind that he's so vulgar, because i learnt it even though it's bad, really.

colleagues explained to me that he must have really cherish me, love me too much that he is so god damn worried about my safety, worried that i might bump into bad people if i were to go oversea.

but hello, im god damn fucking twenty years old now.

no longer that fucking three years old girl in the past.

for the past 2 weeks, im telling myself that my dad called me up to check where i am is because he is worried and that he cherish me many.

im telling myself that i will understand how he is feeling now in the future when i have kids myself.

im telling myself to be a good kid and i should listen to him, because parents are always right.

im no longer hanging in there.. but i dont wish to rebel.

i dont wish to be anyone's puppet, to tell me what i should do & what i should not do.

even for my future too.

as long as i step outside of my comfort zone, i gain experiences from the world & people.

and when this happens, i start to have my own mindset and my way of looking at the world.

dont expect me to do what you want me to do..

so people, tell me what can i do.

it's never easy to change one's mindset.

i really need some freedom, just a little will do.

爷爷, if you are really up there looking over us, will you please help to grant this little wish?

2010-08-29T14:48:00.003+08:00

Sunny sunday & i'm slacking at home.

Good in a way, cause time pass slower as compared to shopping!

It's monday soon, not really that emo because it's busy & fun :D

Gonna be real real busy because i need to pack personal stuffs on my desk into cartons and whole Marine system gonna move down to the 3rd floor !

Okay, i realise i haven't been uploading any photos in my blog except facebook.

Below are some major outing for me, so i combined them and upload it here(:

Thanks neo ahwen for the present you buy from Changchun!

2010-08-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

Meiteng wont be around for me next week.. Feel sad and stress. Hopefully everything will turn out fine..

Oh yeah, nice bus ride with pearl on friday night from bugis(: so comfortable and very nice chat!

NEO PEI WEN IS BACK FROM CHINA CHANGCHUN ! :D

2010-08-19T20:20:00.003+08:00

Had tea break with Meiteng & Doreen, 3 document controllers having break together(:

They shared with me many things in life..

which i have to force myself to accept it, because i thought things were different.

Its a little stressful today.

Meiteng's desktop have to return to IT department tomorrow..

So she have to teach me everything by today / tomorrow morning.

& there's a tea session for the whole Marine & Crane department and a farewell for her tomorrow..

So i was told to sit besider her(: which is fun please! :D

Though stress, we still had a little party =/

Snackings + working ! LOL.

I enjoyed the time spent in company with her around.

I don't know how i will feel next week without her..

Empty?

2010-08-16T20:23:00.003+08:00

第一天作工就见血.

Didn't know that arch file can be so sharp =/ cut right beside my thumb's nail and blood seep through my nail. i always hate monday.

but time pass very fast please! too fast that i was challenging with time during the last 15minutes. i want it to slow down at that moment =/ LOL.

last week was a 1 week break for myself, i enjoyed myself of course(:

& i did some thinking =/

was alil regret in accepting the work, ya i know, fickle minded!

its not because i dont like the company nor the people there, i SWEAR.

its that, the 1 week break was way too slackish for me that i feel so lazy.

& i must admit that i feel so down on sunday night that i couldn't sleep well :(

i hope i can wake up late on monday and do whatever i want at home!

just hope next sem will come asap, at least there is 2 weeks break.

working life is such a retarded circle.

we work for money, or money work for us? zzzzz.

to be honest, money is very evil...

but i love it!

yet hate it so much, so much..

nevertheless, i still look forward going to work tomorrow! :D

because it's not boring, and it's easy job.

very few brain cells required :}

sadly, meiteng is leaving this friday :(

closest to me, always chatting online during office hour, nearest age group, funny & honest.

ps: not msn, but some online chat that our company use.

cannot imagine 9.5 hours in office without talking to her.

it won't happen anymore after this friday...

because she don't intend to come back to ABB in the future years.

its really a pity that i know her too late luh, too late that she's leaving me behind ~!

but we'll meet up for dinner of course, a very good & trustworthy friend that i wish to keep in contact with her :D

okay, i shall stop here(:

GOODBYE.

2010-08-15T01:39:00.003+08:00

random thoughts: looking back, it was 7 years ago when i was still a Sec 1 kid...

time flies, doesnt it?

it wont stop for me, neither for anyone out there.

dont ask me what happened, cause nth bad/unhappy stuffs happened in my life(:

anyway, im lucky that my liaison officer (LO) didn't asked me any questions after my presentation! he still mentioned that im a survivor pls! i'm so glad that he understand what kind of supervisor i'm under care of.. oh wells, it's all over now(:

im starting a brand new work on 16th Aug 2010 :}

Watched "Curse of the Deserted" with ahchua on saturday noon at causeway point!

Rating: 2 out of 5 stars.

Really is a waste-time-movie for god's sake!

Totally not recommended -.-'''

Dinner-ed with ahchua, xian & huiteng at Tiong Bahru's Le Le Pot!

Bravo-ly N.I.C.E (:

It's recommended!! ~

GOODBYE.

2010-08-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

my previous post mentioned about the days left for attachment. but in a blink of an eye, attachment just ended yesterday. im not going to say that i will miss the place and the people there. know why?

cause im gonna work there till 22nd Oct before my 6th sem in Ngee Ann reopens at 25th Oct :D

i sent tons of resume out and in fact went for 2 interviews, shortlisted by 2 co, agreed to work at pearl's company and in the end, i still chose ABB PTE LTD -.-'''

i love my attachment company, many people find it hard to believe because of my encounter with this weird temper supervisor who is 40+ and unmarried, zzzzz. really difficult to deal/handle her. but nonetheless, the 79 out of 80 colleagues in my department is really good & nice pls !!! :D and not forgetting the other colleagues that i bump into during training courses and audit session, they are so friendly and kind to me. i love to walk around and talk to my depart staffs. haha. they do their work, while im standing beside them to talk, lol. ya lah, i know im disturbing them. but bo bian, i cant tahan sitting on the chair for 9.5 hours pls :/
eh, even though the pay din increase much, it's more important to gain experiences luh, especially at a huge MNC company (:

im looking forward to my new job scope! will only return to work on 16th Aug(: cause i asked for 1 week leave :/ will be having final presentation on 10th Aug, hopefully im able to answer lecturer's questions.

National Day in 2 days time !!!!

2010-07-26T22:37:00.003+08:00

Counting down: 9 days left to end of attachment in ABB PTE LTD .

i've made up my mind since thursday when she asked me that question. but i went around to gather up suggestions and opinions though. today, i gave her my answer and she din ask for reasons! luckily(: i know i will somehow regret the choice i made today because, definitely it will enhance my portfolio/resume. well, i still wish to listen to my heart's decision, since i dont wanna stay in ABB, then, leave. i went against my daddy's decision and i want to take the risk. if i failed, i can only blame myself and no one else. i want to see how far i can go with my own decision, im a young adult now(:

oh yeah, i knock off at 5.30pm today and thomas sent me to my blk area. i reached home at about 6pm, could have been more early due to the small jam at JE library area, as usual -.-'''

im working towards my goals in life! haha. except for the uni course that i want =/
pearl chng, dont forget that 1 special goal in our life!!!! :D

recently, my colleagues & parents told me that nothing last forever in life..
i disagree with them though.
but there are so many real life cases which is like, so god damn true.
anyway, life still goes on...! :D

2010-07-20T13:52:00.002+08:00

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2010-07-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

inception is really good! leonardo dicaprio is such a great actor! but he aged so much since titanic =/ dont miss the show!

dream in your dream..

and dream in your dream again..

2010-07-15T22:03:00.004+08:00

time flies...

wanna thanks those who wished me happy birthday(: thankyou very much!
and thanks for the presents too. && thanks for the birthday cake smash in my face!

pictures are all ready to be upload here and in facebook. but im left with chuachua's camera pictures so that i can combine them in to my 20th birthday celebration album(:

chuachua gonna have fever soon! please takecare!!!

and i really appreciate meiteng, darshan & michelle for helping me in work today.

BBQ next thursday!! and i wonder why put it on thursday!? no work on friday? i will be hooray-ing around if i hear this news! :D Guess it will be the 3rd comm session for my department(:

a very last gathering for me with them...

officially 3 weeks left for attachment..

goodbyes(:

touchy

2010-07-12T15:15:00.003+08:00

my handphone bill is higher than the previous month. my dad didn't scold me, yet he still hand me 50bucks to spend :')

oh btw, happy 20th birthday to myself :D

2010-07-11T01:09:00.005+08:00

WOOO! FINALLY DONE WITH THE RED BANNER ABOVE!!!!

but, not really very satisfied with the decorations & designs, can be better. it took me hours to finally finish it, really kill my "eye-cells" pls.. LOL!

im meeting pearl lovely later in the noon!! will be having dinner at Benten Cafe (again). i just ate with polyclique the last friday. haha. but i really love the food there man, i dont mind seriously(: cheap + big portion = fav ! :D *may pearl also love it* !

before designing the red banner, i was making a card for meiteng! its the same software im using as the red banner though, and i think the card is so much better looking than my banner above =/ i hope she likes it.

okay, seems like im hardworking in blogging again. maybe attachment is ending soon? haha, but i will get myself a job, hopefully immediately(: cause i wanna pamper myself! lol. some say, no money no talk! haha. i want money, then i can talk! -.-'''

sorry, kinda high at such a wrong hour. but there's WC later on! hehe =)

goodbyes(:

2010-07-10T16:11:00.003+08:00

its great to recevied surprise in the morning (5th July, Monday)! (: my sis ate it though, cause im not chocolate-lover =/

Anyway, next week will be my 18th week out of 21 week of attachment, contradicting feelings i have. Fast, isnt it? Poly life is ending soon too, even faster, isnt it? will be organizing class chalet after attachment, putting it on 24th August to 26th August. need to spread around after researching for chalet! 8D

thank you cuiqing,shinyee&wenjing for the "many little things" presentsss!!! :DD the eyeliner is good when i tried it on hand, guess its better than the one i bought at fareast last weekend. LOL. shall try the mask later on, hopefully will be better than 我的美丽日记! =D now i need makeup remover! haha. will be going to sasa and get it(: cant wait to try the fake lashes that i bought it at-a-very-cheap-price with daph!

& i hope spain is the champion for wc! well, germany, i hope you get the 3rd place in wc, though i never supported you before(: haha.

byes.

Hypersomnia.

2010-07-05T15:54:00.003+08:00

Hypersomnia.
Check it out if you want.

Recently, I’m so sick of myself for behaving like this. I really loathe it. There are cures, but have to prescribe from the doctor. Suggestion from colleague is that, “go to sleep at 10pm, tell yourself you want to wake up at 6am, set alarm at your desired time, your body will adjust to the cycle.” Gosh, sleep at 10pm?! How the hell am I gonna fall asleep? :( I must admit that I’m not an early bird, because I really need 12 hours of sleep (during holidays, to be exact. Cause it’s impossible to have 12 hours of sleep when you have school or work).

I hate it when I can’t hear my alarm. I hate it that I’m a deaf person when it comes to sleep. I hate it when there are 3 alarms ringing, and I still can sleep so soundly. I hate it when I’m left with 10 to 15 minutes to prepare before I head out. I hate it when I overslept when I have to meet my friend. I hate it when I wake up seeing that I overslept and there are many missed call. Believe it or not, this kind of “life” sucks. Alright, maybe not life (cause I’m happy with the people around me), just... the way I sleep, I guess.

I have to apologize to my friends out there who kanna this shit from me before. People like pearl, daph & ahwen, cuiqing&shinyee. I’m so sorry for behaving like this, but this is not what I want too! I wish I can always wake up earlier and have more time to prepare, and if I got the feel to make up, I can. But time is not enough :(

But, people say Hypersomnia is way better than Insomnia =/

well, still… Hypersomnia isn’t good too.

2010-06-25T12:56:00.003+08:00

you will never know how much i needed you :(
without you, im really struggling with my life.
because you are so important, in my life; in fact, everyone's life?
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Money, i need you so badly :(

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alright, im trying to be lame here. but i really need loads & loads of money !
many stuffs i wanna buy, many things i wanna do, many foods i wanna eat.
just wanna pamper myself :/ oh come on, im a woman ;D

if anyone have any part time jobs out there, where it only requires to work on weekends, pls approach me :) xie xie ni, gam xia.

back to hit the desk with my forehead [10mins nap] :D

2010-06-13T01:25:00.003+08:00

Hi there :D

Recently, when i log in to blogger, i would stare blankly at this 'New Post' page, and think for a long time about what i should blog. I no longer know when i should start with =/

Okay, I will just start with something that is still vivid in my mind then :D

Meiteng bought both her bunnies to company on friday because she's going chalet after work!
She put the smaller bunny at my desk (i hid the cage behind huge files) and i literally stopped working =/
Opened up the cage and kept brushing her fur, so small & cute ~
But sadly, her eyes were swollen in the morning, so Meiteng and I bus-ed down to Vivo's vet during lunch time..
Just message Meiteng and am so glad that CongCong is alright now!!! =) cant wait for Cong2 to breed with MiuMiu ! :D
There below is a picture of his right eyes swollen, hardly opening :(

Saturday, had birthday celebration for kelly, a belated one though. Interesting, nervous-ing & fulfilling day spent with gfs & guys. Everyone turned up, i get to meet every single one :D

Next meet up with them will be on the 24th ~

Am so happy to get myself a $19 dollars shoe from Dorothy perkins, actual price is $56 !

Very very satisfying :D

you died on me, just like this, after 2 years. thats your maximum life span i guess.

i'm getting a new one later in the noon at pc show.

initially, wanted to spend money on hard-disk, but well, i shall postpone it, like again...

thats all folks!

2010-06-09T23:32:00.001+08:00

Can I do things, like the way I want?
Can I pursue my passions, which I always yearn for?

No. Never so easy.

Because at the end of the day,
other’s opinion & their pin-pointing does matter.

2010-05-23T15:40:00.002+08:00

Hi there! Im back to update! :D

Alright, if you are interested in knowing what had happened in my life, i guess the best place will be facebook, because there are tons of pictures when i hang out with friends!

Well, cause there's a big gap between the previous post and this post, i wouldnt update every single outing here :/ cause it will be too much (x10)!

but then, i must say that im slowly liking my attachment company :/ haha, i don't know why! maybe its due to the encouragement i had, i learnt to bury those unhappiness deep down in my heart.
thanks so much to daph, wen, pearl, cuiqing, shinyee for always being there for me! you girls are always out there preparing to listen to me, always there when i need your condolement!
and one more person is Siew Hui, yes, its her! she happened to be at my house to visit my sister and i told her what happened, and a few of her words knock so hard on me! haha. thank you(:
my LO is an important factor for my attachment too! he's very concern about the students under him! even had a meeting session with him in school. and really appreciate you made an effort down to my co.!
last but not least, will be one of my superior, Mahesh, who just got promoted this year! haha, awesome leader, taught me how to forgive and forget (though i honestly told him it wouldnt be easy to do that :/ ), and use sympathy when i kanna nasty things from her again, and so much more from him :D

i know i should be saying all these when my attachment end, but couldnt help it :) the feeling is very strong now. haha.

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one thing that is bothering me is my future. should i go for experience in work or go for the god damn uni cert? idk. colleagues told me to get a cert would be better. but then with my results, i could only enter private? like SIM? KAPLAN? MDIS? PSB? SMa? hope to collect more information as i roughly know which courses i am interested and will have passion for it :D
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i just read ahwen's blog. im so touch by it! nearly cried man. damn it. sadly, she will be away during my birthday :( she will be heading to china in 5 weeks time(?) for her next half of her ITP. guess gfs will be missing her badly!

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2010-05-05T22:15:00.003+08:00

dont wanna complain about work in this post :D
hmm, let me post something nice ~
Monday went Vivo for lunch with Meiteng, had subway and we went shopping around to see clothes !
Tuesday went Holland V for lunch with Meiteng too! it feels good to go out for walk during office hour ! HAHA.
Today they bought ang ku kueh for me from alexandra road, and i request for 5 angkukuehs so my family can have some share :) of cos i pay them back! LOL.

when is my dearest michelle coming back! din see her for 2 days le. its so quiet in office! i miss her running around and shouting around. haha.

met pearl just now at 496 for dinner :D simple & nice & chatty! shopped around the market place and discover 1 shop that we wanna try in the near future :D shall give the shop a chance! LOL. stayed in videoezy for the longest time and went mac to settle our stuffs. haha.

& yes, im looking forward to my off day on monday! if the witch approved it lah ~ laughs!

im in a good mood today, but im going to slp soon!
and hooray! its thursday tomorrow!
hang in there if you are in attachment programme too :D

WEEK 8 IS ENDING SOON ! I SMELL WEEK 9 ! HAHA.

BYEBYE!

2010-04-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

这样只忍耐，安慰，鼓励自已

能撑到什么时候。

坦白说，我很怕看到她。

但我不能怕，毕竟她是我其中的一个头。。

老师要我和她多多沟通。

有好多次我想站起来骂她，

可是我有权利吗?

叫我忍气吞声，不是我的作风。

到了公司，我好像找不到我自已了。

好虚假。。

我不想再逼自已去喜欢公司，去喜欢她。

因为，真的很辛苦。

被逼并不好过。

今天我又被骂了。

好想放弃，IAP 不及格也罢了。。

真的是，

他妈的。。

to be frank, i love attachment, but should i consider myself lucky or unlucky to enter this co.?

now, i rather go back school and mug projs & tutorials & class tests & exams..

fml.

2010-04-28T20:29:00.008+08:00

HAHA, worked for nearing 2 months, i've not gotten any single cent :)

yes, i love my attachment company.

i have to love it, because all the encouragement i have is to think positively.

even when she's not patience & understanding like Mahesh, i will still try my best to like her.

像我爸说的，

“这样也好，当做磨练吧，你不可能一辈子遇到你想遇到的好心人。"

LO said something meaningful & true to me in school today..

"why did she even bother to test you? because she's concern about you! its like your parents test you spelling when you're in primary school !!"

*i went speechless after that..*

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oh btw, yes i went school in the morning today. because LO know im facing problems with superior, so three lecturer talked to me in MDE conference room. why is my attachment so happening? there are more, so much more that im lazy to type out.

headed back to office after i bought sandwhich from Atrium's Four Leaves !

YES I MISS TUNA MAYO ! :(

went to Atrium's toilet, beautiful + clean =)

but i guess, the next time i can use it will be in ........

October?

oh, forget to mention, i miss Makan Place's Kaki Fuyong & Economic Rice !

BYE :)

"time to grow up.."

2010-04-26T19:39:00.004+08:00

如果，我说一切都很顺利....

那，我并不老实

2010-04-24T15:02:00.002+08:00

Comm Session 1 :)

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Comm Session 2 at Tuas :)

Michelle :}

Mei Teng :}

not full strength though. more people i've yet to met.

more pictures in facebook :D

goodbye.

2010-04-17T16:24:00.006+08:00

he left on 13th April 2010.

sadly, his birthday is on 14th April.

it hurts to see relative begging him to come back..

hurt to see his elder son wanted some time alone w his dad.

sobbings, shoutings, loud musics, gongs..

was thinking about cny while otw to lck.

he used to be so healthy talking on the sofa that meant to be his.

now the sofa left the memories that belongs to him

& my first time walking in socks & barefoot at lim chu kang , void deck & roads.

he's peaceful now, i hope.

so much tears, but the world keep on spining as usual..

we just need to get over it as time goes by.

goodbye, lao jiek.

2010-04-17T00:52:00.005+08:00

Friday's a nice day :) why? cause there's nice people around ! hmm, its my department comm session (in another words its department meeting cum gathering which is done every three months). was very relutant to turn up but its compulsory, worst of all, its during office hour, 3 to 530.

but i din regret in the end, i was standing alone when refreshment starts, this is the part where i worried most :( cause i will be alone eating and drinking. and its true. but im glad thomas is back from finland ! hehe, he saw me alone, walked to me and bring me to crowded area. he's nice & funny, everyone likes him. i miss him when he was away for 2 solid weeks. (dont think too much, he's married, haha). and i manage to talk & laugh w them.

had photo taking after everything, they are finding people to take picture for us, and i volunteered. but meiteng is damn nice, she insisted me to take with them in the photo while another 1 surprised me, cause she dont mind whether im in the photo or not . why i said im surprised, cause i thought she will think that im one of them too, but sadly, i think too much :)

took a few pictures and i so badly want the pictures ! wonder they put in drive or facebook or wash it out. im going to get it, must. lol.

was raining when i wanna leave office. i kept my umbrella when i reached the bus stop. din realised there's a distance to go to the bus's door. then a lady came and offered whether i wanna share umbrella w her, and we run to the door together. cool :)

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attend wake after dinner. the procedures is v new to me. its a teochew thing btw. tomorrow is the last day, and i hope im strong .

estimated 3 years, narrowed down to estimate 3 weeks left, but then, its not even 3 days. i was shocked. i think of him at work, & then i will hide myself. dont wish to go through anything like this anymore. everyone in my 圈圈, please stay w me forever.

life's fragile, aint it?